To be at least your friend

 Even though 

is a hell on my mind

I  am okay

i can deal with all my demons

but

i can't deal with the fact 

that you are not

in my life anymore

With you

i had a life

And 

now

I am surviving

surving

surving

And 

even if 

i ever see you again

I see you in my dreams

You keep on coming

at night

maybe

just maybe

we meet in our dreams

Who knows

Is possible

But

i will keep surviving

surving 

surviving

That's all the i have left

Without you

my life is a nighmare

How i wish

to be  at least your friend