Let's be friends

 

You showed your world

and let me in

You fixed my broken heart

You gave me reason to live

You taught me what love is

And

I still regret what i’ve done

There is not a single day

that i don' t think of you and regret

I am deeply sorry

Please

let´s be friends

If i only could talk to you

As i had to go

Since my lust stole all the best of me 

And let me heartless and out of control

I lost the best that ever happened to me

You

You and ypur love

Were the best that happend in my life

Now

I feel num band hopeless

I don’t see myself loving again

I jusst can’t Picture myself having a love life

Not after i did to us

What i  did to you and me is huting me

I think about almost all the time

I sometimes distract myself

But at night is kindda impossible to change my mind

Is hard not think of you

Is really really hard to not feel awful

I need to firgive myself

But how

If i only could talk to you

So i would know that you are fine

And loving a great and lovely womam

Who loves you deeply and sherish you as she should

Well

I hope you are happy loving and being loved back

Brighter than the sun

 You are a miracle

in a human form

You are brighter than the sun

You are sweet and lovely

You were my everything

You were so sweet with me

Your were so lovely with me

it was pure magic

Being with you were the best

Have you so close to my heart

was paradise

I realise that i have no place in your heart anymore

but maybe i can be part of your life 

I hope we can meet someday

Until than

I am sorry

but i still love you like the great person you are

I have no intention to come back as a girlfriend

but as a friend i do

I miss you so much

Please let me be part of your life

I am forever grateful

 As i walked away from you

i felt it was my last steps from paradise

As i said goodbye

i felt my heart broke in a thousands pieces

i felt that i couldn't breath

Now

five years later

i still think of you

I think how you gave me purpose

You gave me the best years of my life

You were my everything 

Your arms was my home

now 

i just have an apartment that is heartless

You gave me your heart

When what did i do?

I broke it in a thousands pieces

Now

is still hard to breath

You were like air that kept alive

Now

i barely survive

I loved more than life

Loving you was like bein in heaven

Your love was the best gift ever

I will never love again

not with all my heart as i loved you

You are a miracle that i was blessed to leave with

even for almost a decade

It was the best time of my life

I am forever grateful

for be able to have you in my life

I dream of you

 I feel so empty inside

The best part of me

Stayed with you 

Now l know

I should move on

But is so hard

To let you go 

At least 

The thought of you

As long i keep dreaming with you

I can go on

Almost perfect

 You acceppted me exactly the way i was

Even with my ups and downs

You really loved me

You were so patient

So lovable, caring and truthful 

So loyal, sweet and pationate

You were not perfect

But you were close enough 

Poema de Fernando Pessoa

 

Tenho pensamentos que, se pudesse revelá-los e fazê-los viver, acrescentariam nova luminosidade às estrelas, nova beleza ao mundo e maior amor ao coração dos homens.

Fernando Pessoa 

Ah, se ao menos eu pudesse (inspirado em Eu tenho pensamentos de Fernando Pessoa)

 Eu tenho sentimentos

que se eu os compartilhasse

talvez você voltasse para minha vida 

E , quem sabe pudéssemos ser amigos 

Isso é uma das coisas que mais quero 

Se ao menos eu pudesse falar com você 

Ah, se eu ao menos pudesse 

I lost my mind

 I act so crazy

I complitly lost my mind 

I was taken by the devil in me

I lost your trust 

I broke our hearts

I am so deeply sorry 

Can we be friends 

You, my inspiration

 You used to be 

my sun ray

my love

my home

Now 

You are 

my inspiration 

my best memory 

the greatest love of my life

I still love you

But not in a romatic way

So 

I just wonder

Can we be friends 

You

 I loved you

I even adored you 

But love wasn't enough

I was taken by lust

And it costed our future together

And it costed our hearts

Now

I have  no home 

Because you were my home 

I just have an heart less apartment 

A whole in my soul

And a Beatles heart

I feel so dead inside

I can"t see any rainbow

After the storm 

that was our separation

You are the only thing 

in my mind 

In your arms

 In your arms

i was at home

In your arms 

i always safe from any harm

In your arms

paradise

In your eyes

all our future together

It used be a dream come true 

But now

I am surviving some how

I keep trying to move on

But

when i lay my head on the pillow

the memory of you come to my mind 

and is hard to not think in all we had 

and could have 

That breaks my heart even more

I miss you in my life

But

i understand that you moved on

Although 

i wish we could be friends

Thi

 Você é um milagre 

Um milagre que me aconteceu

Estar com você era mágico 

Ser sua namorada

 foi o melhor presente 

que os seres sagrados me deram

E

por você ser tão divino 

eu serei eternamente grata

Eu sou grata pelo amor que vivemos 

Eu sou grata pela sua existência 

Gratidão meu grande amor 

Você

 Raios de sol

podem até aquecer o corpo

Mas, 

só o amor aquece a alma 

E você aqueceu a minha

Você 

E só você foi capaz de me fazer acreditar no amor e que eu merecia ser amada. 

Você me deu motivo para viver

Você se tornou o lar que eu sempre quis 

Em seus braços eu estava em paz

No seu olhar eu era a mulher mais incrível do mundo 

Com você eu me sentia não só protegida e admirada, mas acima de tudo eu me sentia amada e aceita desse jeito que sou

E, por tudo isso e principalmente por você ser quem é, eu serei eternamente grata. 

Eu sou um ser humano melhor porque você fez parte da minha vida. 

Gratidão, meu grande amor. 

A. Saudade define o que sinto por quase tudo que vivemos. 

Eu lamento como fui covarde. 

Eu lamento ter te magoado. 

Eu lamento ter quebrado nossos corações. 

Eu lamento não ser mais sua!