terça-feira, 13 de setembro de 2022

O que eu costumava ser

Eu podia ser um anjo

Eu podia ser o demônio encarnado

Mas

Em seus braços sempre o paraíso

Apesar

De que não tenha sido o sficiente

Por que

Por que

Por que

Eu não sei por que

Eu precisava de mais

E mais

Eu estava sedenta por luxúria

E não sabia

Até que outra pessoa apareceu

E

me deixei ser enganada

Por um tempo

Eu me senti saciada

Contudo

Era tudo uma ilusão

Então

Você descobriu

E

tudo perdeu o sentido

Eu não desejava mais ninguém

Além de você

Como me enganei

e me equivoquei

a tal ponto

de perder os sentidos

perder a razão

te perder

Eu só queria você

Foi tudo uma fantasia

Que destruiu o melhor

Que eu tinha na minha vida

Eu te perdi

Eu quebrei os nossos corações

Eu me perdi

E agora

Eu sou apenas um fragmento

Um fragmento do que eu costumava ser

 

What i used be

 I could be an angel

I could be the devil encarnated

But

In your arms always paradise

Athough 

it wasn't enough

Why

Why 

why

I don't know why

I needed more

and more

I was thisrty for lust

And i didn't know

until someone else appeared

And 

i let myself be fooled 

For a while 

i felt satiated 

Yet

it was all an ilusion

Then

you found out

and all lost meaning

I didn't desire anyone else

besides you

I only wanted you

It was all a fantasy

That destroyed all the best

that i had in my life

I lost you

I broke our hearts

I lost myself

And know

i am just a fragment

a fragment of what i used be






 






















 

segunda-feira, 12 de setembro de 2022

How could i imagine - música- novo projeto

How could I  imagine

 that night was the beginning of a beautiful

bitter sweet love story

How could i imagine

that one rose

would make the most happy 

living being in all universe

How could i imagine

How could i imagine

How could i imagine

That was the days

that i was living a dream

but i was caught up in lust

And you caught up me 

running from the truth

I try not to face the truth

But

I lost control

and you found out

the awful truth 

how i would like to

 have had the courage 

to have broke up

before being

 too late

How could i imagine

How could i imagine

That i was gonna 

screw up

that way

How could i imagine

How could i imagine

that i was going to lose my mind that way

How could i imagine

How could i imagine












I will be okay eventually- música- novo projeto

 You keep coming

yes

you keep coming

on my dreams

During the day

sometimes

i daydream

with you

Sometimes

i meet you 

in my dremas 

And you are not mad

you are even happy to see me

Then

i wake up

These dreams

give me hope 

and confort me

It makes me feel

that everything

can be okay

as long

as i keep dreaming of you

i feel that i will be okay

eventually













To be at least your friend

 Even though 

is a hell on my mind

I  am okay

i can deal with all my demons

but

i can't deal with the fact 

that you are not

in my life anymore

With you

i had a life

And 

now

I am surviving

surving

surving

And 

even if 

i ever see you again

I see you in my dreams

You keep on coming

at night

maybe

just maybe

we meet in our dreams

Who knows

Is possible

But

i will keep surviving

surving 

surviving

That's all the i have left

Without you

my life is a nighmare

How i wish

to be  at least your friend


sábado, 10 de setembro de 2022

Without you

 I didn't wanted to go

But i had to

so you could have someone deserving

Now

It's been almost five years

since i left

And my life is a mess

without you

Without you

i am lost

Without you

i don't know what to do

But 

i know i have to move on

I am trying to

Although 

is so hard

I keep on thinking

of us

And

i think it was

the right thing to do

We really should have broke up

It was the best thing for you

And the worse thing to me

However

I am trying really hard 

to move on

 am trying really hard 

to not think of  you

How am i suppossed to do

without you






Pertencimento

 Meu coração não é meu

é seu

Meu sonho não é meu

é nosso

Meu futuro não é meu

é nosso

Toda a vida a nossa frente

é nossa

E apenas nossa

Eu pertenço à você

e você pertence à mim

Belonging

 My heart doesn't belong to me

is yours
My dreams doesn't belong to me
is ours
My future
is ours
All the life in front of us
belongs to us
And only us
I belong to you
And you belong to me too

domingo, 4 de setembro de 2022

O que te mantém vivo- concurso?

 Você canta muitas canções

mas apenas uma te mantém vivo

esse é o som do coração 

daquela pessoa que você ama batendo

O som do amor

Amor por outra pessoa

que mora em seu coração