I will love again

 I used to be free

when i was with you

I was free of worries

Free of guilt

Because i learned

with you

how to be

the best version

of me  

Because 

i learned 

with your love

how to love myself

Now 

i feel trapped

in my own skin

I feel scared

that i will never

 love again

But

i have a dream

that i will

find love again

Yes

I believe 

that

i will love again

It seems contradictory

but

that's how i feel