Not ok yet

 They always say :

That love always  finds a way!

And i ask myself:

will love ever find me again?

Because 

once love found me 

but 

i was stupid enough to lose it

this time i need  to make it right.

I am still healing inside

it seems that i am all right  

But

only the ones that really knows me 

knows that this isn't true 

I am not ok yet.